how it feels to fly.
the element of freedom
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date/time Sunday, September 13, 2009,8:38 PM
am i in your head yet?
 what would i do if i wanted to tell you the 1 million things that were on my mind?
don't you ever wonder when someone says 'i love you', you want to ask them what they mean? but you yourself know that no one really knows what it means.. so how could you ask such a wide question when you know you wouldn't get the answer you're looking for? i could go on forever. you could list a bunch of possibilities of things..like, love isn't temporary. it's unconditional.. and i've heard people say it a couple of times, but where are they now? you can't expect to love someone or for someone to love you..
if you don't love yourself.
sometimes letting go of someone is the best thing you can do for them, and later on you'll figure out if it was the best for you. but how would you know that that person was the one you were supposed to let go of? and did you let go of them, or did they let go of you? either way.. i think that a person isn't fully detached from you if they haven't let go and you have. the only time when someone is totally out of your life is when you go back to when you never really knew them..so what i'm saying is, you can't let go of anyone completely, cause we can't go back in time. that's how our memory was made, and it was made that way to take what we want from people but not the person themself. in reality, you learn that you don't "need" anyone and that you can't be "addicted" to anyone except for God. you can't count on someone to be there for you forever when they might die the next day. the addiction should be towards God, cause when you're addicted to someone/something, it means that you don't want to get enough of it, that you're not satisfied with whoever or whatever you have and you want more.. and wanting more of someone turns into an obsession which leads to a restraining order. so what i'm trying to say is that, you don't ever need someone, you want someone, and when you want someone, you don't push them away..
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I'm Chelsea.
"wish that it was a perfect world where you could just forgive and forget; but you kind of learn that if someone loses your trust, you have to help them grow too, by giving them the consequence of 'letting them go and moving on..' it's hard to let someone go, but at the same time if you really love them, you're going to teach them what's right. love is selfless."
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