

aw.. i really miss paris again. i wish i didn't go to rome OR europe.. i wish i spent the whole 13 days in paris with my cousins. i didn't even expect myself to cry when they left the hotel. my sister said "just watch she's going to cry." and i tried to hold it in, but for some reason tears just kept coming out. of course it was hard, because i haven't seen them in 9 years.. and i really miss them. i don't think i've ever cried because i knew i'd miss someone, and i didn't think i'd cry when they left, but i did. and i still miss them, but the only thing i can hold on to is the bracelet that my cousin jherwin gave me. it's not brand name or anything, but it's priceless. again, i don't know a whole lot about them, but i trust them with everything, and i love them with everything. i miss them.. a lot :( haha fcuk, i'm such a drama queen.

