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date/time Sunday, November 29, 2009,3:13 AM
if you play, you play for keeps.
it feels like summer, except it's winter and it'll continue until tomorrow.. only. SO, i did a lot to celebrate the last day of exams. (can't not wait for report cards) ...went downtown 4 days in a row! first day on thursday, i had a shopping spree with mikaela and ended up with a whole lot of shiii without spending anything (: it was her first time, and she .. more than i did. wtf. ended our day with cafe crepe (L)(L)(L) friday: i got a haircut in the morn, just shortened my layers and fixed my bangs and left lansdowne at 2 to go downtown after i got DA's first surprise :) was gonna meet up with ren, but didn't have time so i went to H&M and tried some dresses on just in case i was gonna go to da's cousins debut and got DA's second surprise :), got a red scarf, a romper, shorts, a jacket, and my sisters birthday present from urban outfitters and AA..spending only 40 (: then skytrained to rc to meet my mom, who bought us tickets to watch new moon. TAYLOR LAUTNER (L)(L) it was pretty good :) saturday: i stayed home, in bed and cleaning out my room, and taking pictures of all my LG bags and shoes to sell on craigslist or ebay. left the house with motherrr at 3 to go to lansdowne and get some baking ish and another cupcake book :) finished our little shopping with A LOT of pho :$$ mmmm. went home, got ready for my sister's birthday party with dayea. skytrained all the way to waterfront and ate at the restaurant GUU! with "the best crew." squished with pat, robin and dayea, in the back seats while paolo and julio were in the front. we had to switch into pats car just in case paolo would get introuble. no one was home yet, so i was stuck with julio, pat and paolo but we took a lot of pictures for my new profile picture (: pat says DAs name :S and they bboy until today... sunday: nick, pat, julio, paolo, tristan left at 2? i think? yeahhhhhh and now i'm in bed :) but the day's probably gonna get busier in aboutt.. 8 hours! julio's coming to work and i have vio for 2 hours again? :S and then SCHOOOOL on monday! yes! .... misss maahh baaaay.
p.s. i know you think you learn who your true friends are.. once you realize you've had their back for so long and they don't even turn theirs to say hi. i guess i've been doing something wrong to them for so long, but being yourself shouldn't be the problem. huhh.. please don't say "dr. amas" back. i really don't need any more of it this year. thanks. p.p.s. you're a jerk should be your anthem.
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date/time Saturday, November 21, 2009,10:26 PM
big spendaa.
"hey Lord, can i live? can i live?"
my day started off with waking up to my baby cousin and mom talking gaga to each other at 8am. Baby sat Adia and Carlos until 3 and got 65. not bad huuuh..... made up for the acid wash jeans (L) that i bought for 41 (they used to be 100!!) and a red off shoulder long sleeve from aritzia for 31....i spent all the babysitting money i got today hahaha :$$ on NARS make up, which apparently is JLo and Oprah's fav brand. I got to sit on the chair in front of the bay while this lady put on really, really nice make up. and i bought her prods for 1 bill. haha ishhh. nayway, richmond centre is way to cher for me :( i really need to go to states for christmas shopping for my b and my sister's birthday present.. AND liquid tights. i hate online shopping :( i want so many things.. but i'm getting these aqua coloured shoes from UO, red/black scarf from H&M and mini messenger brown bag from aldo (: (: for 50% off. haaaah. ended my day with "failure to launch" and concluding my day with baby. (: happy 5, love! "hey baby, let's have a good time." haha fuck you, i know who you are. i thought you were actually someone who's learned from past experiences. but once a bitch, always a bitch, and that's a compliment. p.s. J. COLE, your voice is hella dope. p.p.s. THREE MORE EXAMS TO GO.
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date/time 9:01 PM
hey ma. whatup?
i'm scared. what if you don't accept him the way I do. i know i shouldn't be keeping him away from you, but at the same time.. i know that it's really smart that i do. either way, you're going to hurt me.. and if i do tell you, you're going to hurt him. if i ever tell you, i'm not sure how it's going to end up. why are you acting this way if you already know? do you want me to tell you? or do you just not want to talk about it because you know something bad is going to happen.. i really need some kind of idea because no one in the whole world can read your mind.. not even your husband. so please, i'm trying to understand what you're thinking about me, about us. even when i think about it, i start to tear up. why can't things be the way they were before? when you used to accept anyone and everyone i was around. when you knew i was strong enough to know who was good for me. you know everything i have been through.. don't you think i know what's good for me?why can't you accept someone that respects what i want? i'm not asking you to love the same things i do, but at least accept things i need. i love you, and i know you love me, but you're not the only one. i know this may sound stupid to you, but.. i love him too.
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date/time Sunday, November 15, 2009,8:11 PM
Trading Places
Such a mystery when he's here with me. It's hard to believe I'm still lonely. Chances fading now, patience running out. This ain't how it's supposed to be.
Now I can feel a change in me, And I can't afford to slip much longer from the person I was meant to be. I'm not afraid to move alone, not give it up but moving on, before it gets to deep. Cause your taking all of my energy.
This love is taking all of my energy.
"She doesn't wanna love you because she's scared. Not because you might be like him but because she'll end up like him. Since he was the one you hurt, she thinks you've turned into her. Have you? But now, she doesn't wanna fall in love with you.. anymore."
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date/time Sunday, November 1, 2009,6:58 PM
somethin creative.
you can't expect me to grow, when all i want is what you want me to let go. everything I've ever needed or craved for is right in front of me, and if it's okay with you, i'll eat it slowly.
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it's hard for me to pretend.
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I'm Chelsea.
"wish that it was a perfect world where you could just forgive and forget; but you kind of learn that if someone loses your trust, you have to help them grow too, by giving them the consequence of 'letting them go and moving on..' it's hard to let someone go, but at the same time if you really love them, you're going to teach them what's right. love is selfless."
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