i was on the air plane for 14 hours and you'd think i didn't have anything to do.. but i ended up watching 4 movies and 2 episodes of flashpoint cause they had those touch screen tvs with a lot of things to listen to and watch on it for each seat.. anyway, one of the movies that i could watch was "Ghosts of Girlfriends Past," and i thought it was a really good movie because it resembled how a person that doesn't want to get hurt, diverts from being in love from the fear of getting hurt by falling in love, and instead decides to hurt people and get people to fall in love with them.. and in turn having them feel what you've been through when you did get hurt. i guess it's really true though, as much as you trust someone, you can't help but to think that you're going to get hurt again, and you make yourself try and believe that you can get through it easily and pretend like you never were in love. but what actually happens is the opposite from not feeling anything. there was just one thing that stuck out the most for me, and i've always tried to keep it that way, and i don't know if i've stuck to it but anyway..

"in a relationship, the most power goes to the one with less feelings for the other." so you can either choose to be powerful, or open yourself up fully and.. fall.