SO.. anyway.. paris has been amazing. what i've grown closer to and what i consider almost closer than God is my family. i haven't realized the biggest difference with family and friends until now..(kind of) i knew it's always been there and i know how important family is but to experience all of that love all over again is way too overwhelming. i haven't seen 2 aunts, 2 uncles, and 4 cousins (Ingrid, Joanne, Jayson, and Jherwin) in about.. 7 or 8 years? and the moment we saw each other.. we grew closer than before.. and we both knew it even before we exchanged the XOs. they don't know much about me, probably not as much as friends do but still.. love is seriously a strange thing in general and i 100% unconditionally love my fambam. (L)
i've done way too many things to update.. i guess i'll start when i get home if i have enough time cause i have to go to pinkys, get a haircut, watch final destination, ride the canada line, hang with jailr, and see da...s mom (: in general.. i LOVE paris and all the places i've been to and i really do NOT want to leave and go back to Vancouver. the only thing i really miss that's making me homesick is the smell of Canada Air (can't get any fresher), my family back there, my conditioner harajuku spray, and mostly.. Chiclet (L)(L)
on another note.. every time i get on the computer i learn something and i don't wanna get into all the drama but this is what i have to say: i forgive easily.. cause we're supposed to. apologies do matter if they're genuine.. and they are for you (read elizer's newest blog). if someone apologizes to you, things aren't automatically "okay." if you honestly don't wanna go through the hurt all over again, i woudn't be their closest friend again.. unless they work extremely hard to gain your trust again but other than that, you already know who your true friends are since grade nine IS over, so why make old ones new ones again?
honestly.. it's kind of hard to accept an apology if you've been through so much hurt and that's probably why i'm not expecting any apologies, not because of the hate but because of the hesitation since you already know..
p.s. what better place to drink then paris? yes, my very first time to actually SWALLOW alchohol was here.. and my dad's student got drunk. funniest shii ever. i don't think i wanna get drunk and throw up all over the place unless i'm physically, emotionally secure with family, friends and myself.. HAHA (:
