MIRROR ME.
mirror me - my form of def jam poetry.
they say heavens above the clouds and hell's down below.. but if we know what's past the atmosphere and underneath to the core, where are we?
live spells evil backwards.
i can so easily say "baby, i'm living in
heaven." but what does that mean when you don't know if it even exists. what do you picture heaven to look like? to feel like? what do you see
peace as, if we've never fully experienced it on
earth. it's so easy for you to say "fuck
war." but with that saying, creates a little bit more war with those who want to fuck with it. maybe in little pieces of peace, peace came to us in a peaceful way piece by piece like.. donating to charity and helping the poor instead of watching the homeless begging at the front store doors. and you pass those who sing and entertain for money and you wonder how are they so happy when money doesn't come easy? it's something hard to imagine but if we've politically confirmed those two words of heaven and
hell.. then we can find heaven and hell on earth. we keep getting frustrated with how we can sell for the money, we get so low to say heaven's the new hell but.. where is hell? what is hell.. and how do we feel when we use that word to relate to our own scenerio? why is it so easy to say our lives are
living hell instead of living heaven. maybe, when we die, we'll stay on earth.. i know heaven and hell are lost cause im pretty damn sure they've been found before. found by every single person living here on earth, whether they're lives are in hell or heaven.. we experience both at either the same time or each at different places on your lifespan. maybe to help us after we're six feet under.. to strenghthen us so that G.O.D. can tell me where i'm going to be so much more easily.. and that's why we
feel. feel as if we're living in mass confusion looking for some sort of absolution to solute us into where we're going in the future.
i guess going to church was to help me learn, and even though i thought a homily was a lecture, it's a blessing not a curse.. it taught me that heaven and hell exist here on earth.
so where are we?
"and even though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death, i will not fear no evil."
cause we're constantly going to live through evil, through innocence, through guilt..through heaven and hell, but only you choose to get through it. (cause suicide isn't a fastlane ticket to either place) "for you are with me, your rod and your staff; they comfort me."
