she's got a huge EGO.
woooow, 6 more days? ewww, im getting WAAAAY too old.
so.. goodmorning, i currently have no good food in my house cause my mom doesn't wanna take me to go grocery shopping with her ever again...so i'm drinking coffee and cookies. whatta horrible and unhealthy breakfast. i'm trying to fight that "EAT." feeling..
SO.. i've been wondering.. every single day, i've been losing something that i really really either need or want in my life and already have. and i'm wondering why God's doing this, like.. if he wants me to go through losing basically everything i mostly want and need, then why does it feel like i'm the only one that's going through this..
family hasn't been good at all, except talking with my dad is an A.
love? i don't even know, or want to know.
God? isn't listening.
friends? yeah.
p.s. i had a dream, and it wasn't surprising but really weird, cause in that dream.. things between us are okay. and im scared that my dream might turn into reality, into another nightmare.
peace, love, & LMFAO.