s`all good lovin`.
i just feel like expressing what i feel and opinions, u may not agree, but blogspot FTW, keep your thoughts to yourself pl00x, i just felt like writing this down to clarify things..with myself. : P
so i've been thinking about where i am in "life." and who i'm with, and who i've been talking to. when the world seems to disappear and i'm at home with just family, the people i talk the most to are like.. as close as family. i love it cause, they show they care, cause they make the effort to call YOUR number, to click on YOUR name, to write on YOUR wall not just to reply, and to choose talking to YOU over a lot of other people.. and all that shows that they care. i may not have a lot of people with whom i can actually tell my life story to, but the ones that i can say ANYTHING to, love.. a lot, and unconditionally, and i can truly say, they're the most passionate (in what they do) kind of people, and i love them passionately back for that haha. it's always a plus to have someone that agrees and understands something that's hard to explain. something else.. it sucks having to know that you were best friends with someone, and drifted apart for no real reason, and agreed to be best friends again, and then stop talking for some gay reason, and then fix everything again and promise to be BFFs, only to realize that you two aren't that super close shit anymore. and even though you wanna be tight like the "good times," you can't, or you can atleast try to even though u know the imminent break up that you'll have. so in life, i think it's about finding the people that'll stick around from far away, if that makes any sense.
thinking about.. how pointless your words are. you know it's stupid when someone tries to get on your nerves for no reason. FOR NO REASON. FOR NO REASON AT ALL. AT ALL. like seriously.. how low/immature can you get? you're like.. wasting your own time. TRUE, i've said some things in the past, maybe this is karma.. but i'm pretty damn sure i haven't hurt anyone that bad :S oh well, drama is drama, and dramatic people are dramatic people, and drama means dramatic people. what's even MORE sad is knowing you were BEST FRIENDS with someone who's bringing the drama to you FOR NO REASON, once again.. for no damn reason. why can't we all just learn to love one another again, what do people have SO STRONGLY against me that they can't even say the shit to my face. the world has gone into a very LOW state of mind.. but i'll make sure i don't fall into it.
on that note:
- i don't know about you, but i think talking to guys about anything is way easier. cause they don't start shit, and actually keep your secrets, and don't judge. no offence, but it seems like(honestly) any girl i've gone to for problems seem to tell someone else about it, and then my privacy is shown to publicity. WHICH SUCKS BALLS. but i can say that i haven't TOTALLY NOT said stuff, though NOW or for a bit i know when to keep my mouth shut.. cause like, it's important to shut up sometimes, especially when it means respecting your friends, and knowing exactly who you'd stand up for, cause you KNOW that they'd stand up for you. but it's all good ! i'll just keep it on the low, i'm 100% sure with who i can trust now.. and it sucks knowing which people have broken it.. but that's okay too.. always try to rebuild that trust.
quote of the minute ? .. " those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. " yennoe.. sometimes you can find yourself acting like someone who your not, just to make sure that people won't judge you. what i don't know yet, is who accepts you REALLY for who you are.
JE PEUX.. we should all remember what we had and stop creating drama, people have such strong stamina's these days, for such bad things < / 3
one more thing.. it doesn't bother me, i'm worried about society LOOOL oui oui.
