guide lines.
1. don't fall in love with him.
2. do fall out of love with him.
3. don't fall in love with her.
if you three follow these, i'm sure you'll be fine.
you say you can do things so easily but when the time comes, you avoid it as much as possible, and when you actually think of it, you can't imagine what you would do after it happened.
trying to learn to trust myself with loving you.