rootbear.
this may be gay, but whatever.
towhomeverthismayconcern,
i don't want to say sorry because i've never done anything to intentionally hurt you. i tried fixing things, and i know you did too but you've gotta understand why i didn't make our 'whatever' work at first, i was obviously hurt by the reasons you chose to actually stop talking to me but now it's different. you told me that you missed all three of us, no doubt, i can say the same thing.. because i know you're still the same person i hung out with before, and i don't care about what everyone says, i never said i wouldn't stop having your back because i've never talked behind it to hurt you. we both know you're not like that. i just wonder if you really meant it when we made that promise before grade 9, i liked it that way, how we could tell each other anything cause you were seriously the closest friend i've ever had. and i know you've had problems with .. yeah, and since my family knows yours, i told you i'd be there to pick you up even at 3 in the morning, cause ever since the beginning i knew what you were going through. i already apologized for the things i've said before, and you have to understand that i was just so fucking pissed off because of what everyone was telling me about you, but it doesn't mean anything. you should know how i felt, because you went through the exact same thing, but you didn't mean it either, you just needed a way to get some shit off your back too. so yeah, im not expecting you to say sorry to me just cause, and im not expecting everything to go back to us being that tight shit even after you read this because people will probably tell you it's bs.. but hopefully it's easier to believe this then the retarded words that i didn't mean before.
p.s.
it was an accident.
p.p.s. you can vent to me whenever, this time it'll be different.
