class and humor.
lately things have been so
frustrating or maybe it's just me finishing my curse D: whether or not that's the reason, it's been an okay thing.. i'm still surprised with what people can come up with just to say shit about you for fun, even if you really never did anything to them. really,
it is entertaining.. but my first reaction is always
hate/anger.. and it's
pathetic because i feel like i want to say even more malevolent
wasted words to them, but when i think about it,
i realize it's not worth it.. that it brings me to their own
lame unsatisfied-with-life level. So now that i'm calm again since my sister told me that i'm as pathetic as them when i say something back, i'm going to "refuel myself and not the flame." HAH. Even though, i was tempted to read something that would imminently make me emo, i still did, and this time, it didn't affect me. I saved it.. and i think that should be smart enough for "future preferance". valentines is coming around but valentines day shouldn't be only once a year (: i still don't know what to wear.. constantly trying to put random outfits with the few clothes in my closet together :S HAH. so yeah, i'm officially going to rc after school tomorrow to find something for dressdown on friday :S HOMEWORK and SCHOOL, yes .. i love you.. you keep me feeling like i have responsibilities in life (: sounds insane, i know.
i don't understand how two people can get in a fight and forgive eachother with out talking. or maybe that's just the guy way of doing things, but when girls do it, the friendship doesn't seem real anymore.. i mean, if someone said shit about you, you wouldn't want to give back your trust to them THAT easily? it seems kind of
fake? .. hmm.
p.s. i hope nothing bad happens between you two. i know you've been doubting each other and he's been talking to her a lot lately. from my POV, he's a bit sketchy, maybe not what you call
your ideal true friend.
p.p.s. she is right.. there's no such thing as knowing what
love is when you're this age.
unless you're that 1% that actually does. props. mad props.
your little line of cliché-esque: everyone makes mistakes;
what matters is that you handle yours with
CLASS & HUMOR-
not revenge.
