Let Go, Let God.
i don't want to rant on about how miserable i'm feeling at this moment because of those millions of other people in the world who are currently living just to survive.
maybe i'm selfish. but i'm sorry.. my parents haven't totally corrected that wrong behavior of mine..and
maybe i'm too used to folding all my little emotions into a enveloped pocket somewhere around the upper middle half of my body. right now, it's been a little too stressful. This is the last week.. the final week to do my best for our second report card. At the moment..a 4.0 doesn't mean anything to me. you could be a 90% averager, and still not reach ends meet. School makes me feel horrible. Friends make me feel unappreciated. Love makes me feel down...
atleast i still have God. atleast i still have Family.
suck it up, sweetheart.