NUMBER ONE.
i wanna try and run away from you, get away from you, stay away from you..
but something keeps turning me to you, pulling me to you, pleading me to you.
and it's hard cause i get scared.. cause i deserve all the karma in the world with what i've done, and i'm pretty sure it hurt but if they survived it, maybe i can too. cause i'm not used to being the one that writes about you, listens to you, waits for you, wants you, loves you.. it's usually the other way around, and only one person in those scenerios feels like that, and i admit it wasn't me.
so is this what it feels like? cause i'm going crazy, going over board, going upside down and walking on the sky with my head on the ground.. i'm that close to earth cause i've already fallen.
sometimes you just wish.. that when you fall, it won't hurt.
NUMBER TWO.
"the sun's so much brighter, and the heat's getting to me. sunlit rays dance foolishly into my throbbing pain.. so much like a bee sting. so i'm over the edge, and wanting to fall further.. avoiding to hit the shadowed ground where i would become one of them."
NUMBER THREE.
woooh! so now i can shadow guard and get my AWSI.. when school starts! sucks! but whatever, i've got a summer to enjoy and maybe playland tomorrow with the best.. it'll be interessant.
