how it feels to fly.
the element of freedom
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date/time Saturday, January 31, 2009,3:16 PM
swim through your veins
follow me, everything is alright. i'll be the one to tuck you in at night, and if you wanna leave, i can guarantee, you won't find nobody else like me..from reading someone's post, i've been thinking for awhile. thinking about my place right now, realizing that i don't have everything that i want all at once anymore. there's no such thing as PURE happiness through out a 100% battery of your life. There's always that fraction of problems that produce happiness, it will always be there. I've noticed that now, in highschool, things don't come easy. Teachers are too busy to manage one on one work, so it's harder for me to remember how i'm doing in class. Anyway, i've found my 23, but i still don't remember what it's like to have that "circle of friends" that you call, forever. I never thought that my future in higschool would turn out like it is right now, i thought i'd never get involved in things.. and really, i never wanted to. But if that's how you think it'll happen, getting involved just means you're going to stay involved. AND IT SUCKS. so many immature people have pulled my hair, but i've learned.. and i think i know where i am..no one can break me now. So, hopefully the backup that i think i have, actually is my back up, whether i need any or not.. i know what it's like to put myself together without any tape or glue..
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it's hard for me to pretend.
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I'm Chelsea.
"wish that it was a perfect world where you could just forgive and forget; but you kind of learn that if someone loses your trust, you have to help them grow too, by giving them the consequence of 'letting them go and moving on..' it's hard to let someone go, but at the same time if you really love them, you're going to teach them what's right. love is selfless."
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